Nafi’ reported that Ibn ‘Umar met Ibn Sayyad on some of the paths of Medina and he said to him a word which enraged him and he was so much swollen with anger that the way was blocked.
Ibn ‘Umar went to Hafsa and informed her about this. Thereupon she said:
A lack of meaning & purpose can also lead to boredom
I have a great job, a terrific apartment, loving parents. Haven’t touched alcohol in years, and never tried illicit drugs. No gambling, no reckless driving, no extreme sports. No sex in over a year. And turning 36 next week.
I am profoundly bored.
I got here by swallowing my feelings and continuing to put one foot in front of the other. Nowadays it takes 300mg of Effexor a day to that. Boredom never ends. And it does not feel like an emptiness, but rather like I’m being buried alive. Life means nothing, there is no point, no purpose that I can find.